Hannarr's life

ohmygod! XD

OHMYGOD AMZING NIGHT!

Sunday night i worked at the last heat of BOTB before the final (tomorrow XD )

Then i stayed round this guys house. It was a spur of the moment type thing (considering we couldnt find a bush in time before my brother saw us :P )

L M F A O

Had one of the most amazing nights of my life and maybe starting to think i may have feelings for this guy. Probably not the most sensible idea, but i’m ok with it right now. I don’t think i want a relationship. One of the only times i’ve actually felt a proper connection with a guy, even when i’m just talking to him. i can’t pysically talk 2 him without wanting to just shove my hands down his trousers or sumfin lol. He does actually take my breath away sometimes (how gay did that sound) i mean i had just seen him perform on stage screaming and such, which probs made it worse. i do like a good musician. BUT OHMYGOD. I can’t really stop thinking about him.

He seems to almost be a new fuck buddy XD I’m still not sure about it right now. Surely the best is not to get involved with a guy who may not feel the same about me… I still dont even know if i do have feelings for him. I may just be evry sexually attracted to him.

Kinda going back to my old slutty ways, but hey life is more fun like that. XD

It’s made me happy. i’ve had alot of good news recently and am probably happiest i’ve ever been in my life, or at least for a while. not just down to this guy, but life right now..

I guess i’m just in a place right now where i just wanna have a laugh. Also apparently am in a place right now where i rant on about people for fecking ages.

1 more thing..

Bring on BOTB final! sooo excited. Don’t think i have 2 work so i can just chill with mates and relax. Also maybe look out for some new meat (or not so new in some cases)

Also Fraser Hewitt is really hot and makes me randy. Just anothe rthing i have to put up with.. XD :P (i love you )

Happiness is still here xx